Dearest...
It’s been long since I wrote a letter to you, I apologise for that. It is really I confused state I am in right now and I am pretty sure that you are going through a similar phase. You know time and again I recall that dialogue from the movie “Love Aaj Kal”(which incidentally was the first movie we watched together!)- “Ye long distance nahi chalega..”, & then Saif leaves Australia and comes to India to get back Deepika. I really wish life’s decisions could be so easily taken in that spur of the moment, without worrying about the consequences (won’t you wish for the same??)
And to tell you the funny fact- I still don’t know how to express myself to you (even this letter will fall short to describe my feelings for you). Last few weeks have been really bad for me. When I talk about emotions I really have no one here to whom I can pour my heart out to. It is as if now that the world is repulsive. There are only a few people here with whom I can talk (relatively) freely. I still long for you.
Please, please, please don’t go away like this.
You know at times I really fear that I may burst out at someone here & hurt that person’s feelings. Lots of things are getting accumulated inside me and I am lacking that emotional and mental support that I had from you..
Forgive me if you felt bad about any of the things I said above. I love you.
Yours…
