Revival

Hello deary,

How are you doing? This is probably the first time I’m writing to you in the morning hours.

Nothing special is going on here. I have been feeling really depressed lately. Life is not treating me well or I am not treating my life well, I don’t know what the case is.

So, anyways, my purpose of writing this letter to you is just to make you know what I have been feeling lately. And this probably is the best way I can talk to someone and let go my feelings.

I promised I will always write you and I always will.

Today I have thought that I’ll be resigning from the committee of which I am part of. I am just not able to take responsibility of anything right now, let alone my life, and this sucks! It really does.

Every part of me wants me to renew my it, refresh it and reconnect to the world in a new way. I want to revive.

I don’t know when you are going to read this letter, but whenever you do, just feel me once.

I love you.

Yours dearest…

The Path of Redemption

Hi!
It's been really long a break, yet again, between my letters & i apologize for that. Times have been really tough for both of us.., sometimes because of the environment around us and sometimes because of each other.
But tonight we'll be celebrating 27 months together :) That calls for a toast, doesn't it? ;)
Who knew after the events of 4th of Jan, 2010 we would still be together! Well, here we are.. not the happiest of the souls in this world at this present moment but still, dunno why, I've a smile on my face writing all of this :)
Deary, last couple of months have been the toughest ones in our relationship (& i really hope that situations don't get any worse than they are right now!). Let's wish the path of redemption is what follows now. & isilye, rather than talking pessimistically about the past situations i will talk about something else. & honestly, i've suddenly gone blank now! Nothing's going on in my mind.
Why is LDR so so difficult to cope up with??? God! once again i'm talking about it.. :-x
Chodo chodo chodo.., delete delete delete ;)
I wish the shower of happiness falls upon us on this anniversary. I wish that our love be the one that concurs all these miseries we are facing. I will always be there for you. I love you.
Aadat nahi bhi lagana chahogi na meri, to bhi lag hi jayegi... After all personality hi hum aisi hain! ;)
Tons of promises i've made to u and many i might have broken, but this one has always been the one that has always been true from the heart and will never be broken- I'll do anything and everything to make u happy and keep that smile on your face, jo ki abhi shayad hai :) :)
& Just in case, aankhen bhar ayi hon (vaise main itna zyada romantic ya sentimental to nahi likh paya hun due to time constraint), please please wipe out your tears.., because they are precious..., very precious for someone who resides miles away from you and longingly awaits the day when he'll be with you.
Till then...
Good bye :)
Yours dearest...

PS: Don't mind any grammatical mistakes if any.. coz i'm in a hurry to run out to call you now. It's just about 12!