I would like to continue from the last letter & answer your's with this letter only.
Dearest...
As i always say, i'm noone to decide upon the fact that i deserve more love or less love from you. I believe in the saying that "what goes around comes around". So what i've realized now is that if i feel that i'm not being loved as much as i want to be, it would be just because of the fact that maybe, unintentionally i have made you feel the same way some time in this relationship or something else with likewise consequences.
There have been times when i got you the way i always wanted, like from may 6th to 13th, & then going back to 8th of march. And there are such days in the past too. These were the days i always wanted to never pass. That week of May was ironically the happiest in recent past even though it involved the moment of us parting away! These were the days when you devoted yourself & all your love for me. I might not have been a good enough boyfriend to deserve that much out of you but still i get it in bits & pieces :)
I'm learning not to be selfish anymore.
Thank you for giving me such beautiful memories to cherish all my life.
PS: i'm not as good a writer as you are & hence find it difficult at times to find the correct word or phrase the correct sentence, so please "kisi bhi baat ka bura mat manna". I haven't anywhere tried to say anything to you indirectly. & whatever i wrote i wrote it by being honest with myself & with good feelings :)
I love you.
Good bye for now.
Yours...
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